So I guess I’ll start this up again. There’s a lot I don’t want to forget about this summer. Why I stopped blogging when I got to New York I dont know. It was the wrong decision, but not a surprising one. I couldnt talk much about work (i figured legality and morality would justify that) and personal stuff was just a little much for the general blogosphere.
I guess i was unaware of how much I was actually going through at the time, over my two months there, all the changing and growing i would do. Now that I’m home, and everything that I’ve been so used to for the past two months is so far away now, i realize just how valuable every moment i spent in that city was. Aggregated, they shaped me more than any other force thus far in my life. Home was always home — and now it’s not. I’m at my house, but im not home. and I wont be. Not until im back in New York City.
A little cheesy, but a lot true. For now. give me a year and I might have something different to say. But for now, it feels like i just got spit out of a black hole. Different time, different place. I don’t know what to do anymore…i can’t be independent as i was in the city. I have to be here now, do school now, and yes, experience what i need to from my senior year in college (there’s lots of things on my agenda) and i understand that. Itll be hard, but right now, this is just temporary. I’ll be home soon.
Tags: back to school, blogging, changing, home, Life, New York, summer
