so what i want to say now didnt fit on the last post.
i am actually quite entertained by what makes it onto the blogs, not just into the blogosphere, but into the digital universe. forever. its there. i mean, itll be on google soon. for the universe and perpetuity, like the licenses i have to deal with. my life is licensed.
doesn’t that blow your mind?
i dont know , there was more i wanted to say about this but the writing just isnt spurting anymore. but possibly/probably more on this later.
what to write, what to write.
I want to write, but i dont know for which purpose my writing should serve or which epiphanic insights I should reveal to the world. God, do I wish I had a bigger vocabulary.
I could offer discourse on … well a lot of stuff. It’s finding that one unique point I want to make in each post and just expanding on it creatively, intelligently, and with such dexterity that people will actually want to read my shit. I’m charming, I know; I like it like that. It’s called voice, and in my head, it sounds like something I’d want to hear. But maybe that’s just me.
But I so insouciantly digress…
So. What’s the lesson on todays agenda? I would just hate to talk politics. I’m dreading the day I start ranting and raving on anything related to this godforsaken, yet somehow still god-blessed, country. So, in that regard, I can’t wait to talk politics. But I’m purposefully avoiding it because, well, it’s politics.
I could talk about music, my internship, life in NYC, relationships/lack thereof, social issues, or fuck i could just practice telling stories. But until I can decide, you should read the new york times, or something.
So this is the first post. Nothing much going on now…packing for New York starts–and ends–tomorrow. And then I’m off. And then hopefully I’ll have things to put here.
For now, I guess I should practice telling the world seemingly meaningless crap about myself and my life.
I took the LSAT today. It was fine. Good even. I’m not stressed out about it, or worried about my score. In three weeks I’ll get it and then I’ll deal with it. I tried hard. Could have tried harder, but you can always try harder. So I think I’ll at least be content with my score. And that’s important. It definitely didnt go as bad as it could have. There were some stupid mistakes but I’m not going to beat myself up over them.
After the test, which took up about 7 hours of my day (actual testing only took about four) I packed up the rest of my room and schleped it all back home. It’s kinda sad leaving Ann Arbor for the summer, and my house for good (although it was normally pretty boring there…). Alas, on to bigger and better things for now.
I’m really looking forward to New York. It’ll be a time to grow, change, reflect, develop, etc etc. There’s lots I’d like to work on, personal stuff, so with the right attitude and maybe some self-motivation, I’ll be able to do it. But now, I need to sleeeeep.
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